mi titi
i saw an old vintage coke sign and thought of you
my chain broke, my neck feels bare without you there
i cried the other day, just couldn't bare that you are away
i found the cd we listened to while you came to visit me, you know "she likes me for me" the last time i heard it was with you
bernardo called me a while ago, i was surprised, he never calls me, he called to say he was sorry, he had just heard the news.
then i also talked to Casey he was sorry too, and i remembered the time you bit me soo hard i had a bruise for a week,
i wish i still had that buise
do you remember water world, or was it marin world? great america? i can barely remember now the time we went there
I'll have to ask carlos,
I think you were wearing that blue skirt- no that was palm springs, that was a fun trip too, it was really hot
my memories are not as clear as i would like them to be. I wish i could remember better the moments we had together.
i remember you were brave, very little but very brave
you stuck with me and susi when we had to swim around the whole pier to escape the pica picas
you jumped off the waterfalls with avery and i- i think?
you used a tampon your first try....it took me years and many attempts to get up the nerve
you jogged with adrian and i around the whole resevoir, i was tired but every time i looked behing me there you were
i could not believe it.
to be continued...i am constantly reminded and thinking of you

Ahh ha ha ha

This is my favorite part of the movie "The fifth element," i love her voice!
i feel like such a dork because i log into my blogspot just to watch this video over and over
im going to be her next holloween.

I've Turned into a NERD!

Chemistry is my LIFE these days.
i have chemistry every day of the week! I think, dream and eat chemisty. I can't look at a boiling pot of water without thinking about it's boiling point and if i add chicken broth will the boiling point be higher and lower, and what would be the formula for chicken broth. I can't stop starring at the bubbles forming at the bottom of the pot, amazed how all my life i thought those bubbles were air. In actuality it is water vapor, the SAME water molecules, just in gas form. Chemistry Chemistry Chemistry.
I got an A on my first test...yeah! i just took my second midterm, i'll let you know if all these thoughts of chemistry paid off.

Release!

Random Acts of Kindness

It was raining hard one day on my walk to school. I don't know why i was so unprepared but i didn't have an umbrella or rain jacket. I was getting soaked. Suddenly a car slows down next to me and a man hands an umbrella out the window. I have another one he shouted as he rolled away.
That small random act from a stranger made my day.
What random act of kindness has happened to you?

Blogging-in

I have just spent way too long trying to figure this blogging thing out.
If i knew i would have to come up with titles that would affect my blogs for the rest of my life i would have started deciding on the perfect name a few days ago. Which is probably why my blog is called panquecas, but after an hour signing up i have convinced myself it's perfect.
My first indecisive pancake: Blogging-in
Decision number one....what is your sign in name? That was easy because its my name.
Decision number two....what do you want your @blogger to be? This was the hard part because it is a permanant decision, but not only did i have to decide on a name but i had to choose a name that has not already been choosen. Mami helped me out with this one. so-indecisa seems to sum me up in a nut shell.....perfect! (i came up with the spanglish part though, did u catch that susi?)
Decision three......What to name my blog. after many thoughts and many second and third thoughts mami suggested panquecas. again, what would i do without her to help me pick the perfect name!
I like pancakes, i haven't eaten many lately, but i know i like them. I used to eat 10 at a time as a kid and now it just feels like the perfect blog name.
it is perfect because it is random, and random should be my middle name.....and it is also original. The best part though is that pancakes has nothing to do with anything, which suits my purpose because it gives me a lot of room to write. With a title like panquecas, there is no commitment to any one topic, i can write anything.
I can't wait to figure out something to blog about.
But now......to bed.